I'm not as sad as I usually am. I'm surprised by this. Maybe it does help to truly believe it will be negative.
So, just wait for these progesterone suppositories to get out of my system and start over. Pretend there is a chance that next month could be different.
No happy Thanksgiving or birthday for me.
I didn't tell C it was negative. I didn't even tell him I was going to test just now. I had said a few weeks ago that I would test tonight. I wonder if he remembers. I wonder if it's been on his mind this whole weekend (like it has been for me). Probably not.
