It would be really nice if I could ovulate this cycle. So much for the theory that all the months of ovulating on medication would give me a residual ovulatory cycle.
I mean, I guess there is hope of ovulating. It is only day 16, after all. But, on medicated cycles I ovulate by day 16. And the OPKs have been the same exact fucking color since Saturday. At least if I was getting close to ovulating I would suspect a gradual darkening of the Wondfo stick.
And, though I am creamier than normal, I have nothing even closely resembling egg white cervical mucus (EWCM).
No twinges except on right side in cyst area. Feels like the twinges in that area toward end of last cycle. No temperature rise. Getting sick of taking it but it's the only reliable evidence right now.
The only possible indicator of ovulation is I feel more horny. A weak link.
Fuck you, body. Can't ovulate on the one fucking natural cycle in months. Thank you for proving I absolutely cannot fucking ovulate without medical intervention. Thank you for being a fucking failure.
I'm sorry. That sucks. Your body's being a jerk. I'd tell you to punch it in the ovaries, but that might not actually be helpful. Stay strong, friend.
ReplyDeleteYou might yet! On un-medicated non trigger cycles I dont O until like cd 18-21... so best of luck!
ReplyDeleteI hope you're right! Thanks for the encouragement!
DeleteOnly on an infertility blog would words like "creamy" in relation to menstruation talk be acceptable. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry your body is being a f*cktard. Don't you wish you could just trade it in for one that works? I think that all the time...
That is so true about creaminess! Thank you, I needed the good laugh today.
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